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[Oct. 28th, 2011|01:26 am] |
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I dont know why. But sometimes i get haunted by the past. The past being the people i didnt manage to save or rescucitate. The absolute guilt even though they say its not my fault is just to horrifying to bear. And it strikes at random and if you see me keeping quiet and going pale and staring into the emptiness, thats it, im being haunted there. I want it to go away, i really do. |
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[Oct. 26th, 2011|04:42 pm] |
Im gonna start looking for secret hideout places again
And im going to start to travelling aimlessly on my scooter
Feel free if you want to tag along
Found one hideout place that no one knows of in the station, like wow, in the station.
And lots few others elsewhere.
K bye |
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[Oct. 25th, 2011|08:46 pm] |
i will back off
and wait |
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[Oct. 22nd, 2011|08:38 pm] |
hello livejournal, its been awhile
was reading through my blogspot and this and i realised ive been through so much
i miss being young
i miss not thinking so much about anything
but you know life goes on and people grow older
i realised ive learnt so much
from so many things
and i wished i didnt do all those stupid things i did before
and sometimes i think i do think too much
worry too much
but that proves that im human
and i do care about whatever is going on
especially to those i am close with
and those i hold on to dearly |
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[Mar. 28th, 2011|07:58 pm] |
just woke up, but apparently yesterdays rather traumatising experience hasnt slipped away yet.
next post is about it but its locked. |
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[Mar. 2nd, 2011|08:48 am] |
Finally PLANNED WHAT TO DO after NS. AFTER A LONG TIME.
K now execution time. |
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[Feb. 8th, 2011|10:34 pm] |
Probably the most memorable fire call
Stuck on the grasslands with mud all over
And crap talk to bond the crew while at it
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[Jan. 14th, 2011|11:16 pm] |
if people have been taking big steps ahead of their past
i think i havent moved more than inch yet
cant believe its that bad |
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